Today I will embrace the happiness that is work I love, a garden erupting with joy, my loud and delightful children, my adoring and patient husband, my own beautiful.  I will not give in to fear and angst.  I will revel in my life, with it's struggles because they are MINE.  They shape me and make me stronger, hopefully kinder, more tolerant, more patient.
I will focus on the greatness of today and my faith in the future.
Today will be a good day.

Can't quite keep up this week... up and down with joy and despair ...

I dislike these swings of depression and sorrow and anxiety.  Trying to hang on to the beauty and love all around me.